You kinda disappoint me.

:(

Uneasy

She frightens me because she thinks she's right.

and I'm afraid that she's wrong

and I don't know how to tell her that.

It sometimes makes me sick inside.

What I am

I'm proud of me this week. I'm doing much better in school than I thought.

But on the other hand, I am entirely lacking in other aspects of my life.

I think I worry my mother too much, and my lack of caring about myself makes me worried too.

But working up an effort to care makes me feel aggravated. Why can't I be the me now? It's not the healthiest me, but it's the most comfortable me that I've come to know.

Buy me a forest and a library and I'll love you forever. That's all I need.

but you know, without the bugs... and all. thanks.

Telepathy

I like it when she buys me bubble tea. I feel as if she read my mind. Or that I have the ability to secretly will her to do things.

like the time she bought me snacks even though I didn't ask.

but most especially the bubble tea.

it almost makes up for everything. almost.

Buy me, I'm easily bribed.