If today had a colour it would be purple

New favourite words: adroit and nuanced. I feel acknowledged and pleased with self. But a quiet repressed pleased, too afraid to show it in case the feelings go away or proven wrongly acknowledged.

It's a good day when your efforts and works are acknowledged. Must remember to do that for my future students.

*quietly giggles happily to self*

I solemnly swear I am up to no good

Today is a day for adventure. It feels like it with its edge of excitement and my readiness for mischief and spontaneity. The feeling of nothing-can-go-wrong and I-can-dare-if-I-try. This is a day for bad ideas that can turn right, a day for trying new things because it can only turn out well. It's not a day for doing nothing or sitting around or wondering what to do.

But I think that's going to be what I'm doing anyway. Sad.

My body is tense with anticipation. What a sad waste of energy today is. If potions could be made from attitudes and emotions I would bottle this up for another day when I find a friend to make mischief with. Anyway, I'm sure my-not-doing-anythingness will make me lethargic and lazy soon.

Omg, my TA is awesome! I love my TA!!

Day of celebration I tell you! I just unfortunately have no one to celebrate with. Aaaaack! It's kinda killing me inside. I need to quickly waste energy so I feel as if I did something. Blaaah.

Cat-ish

Gosh, I feel so pleased with myself. I feel like I just ate a canary. You know, like the saying: the cat that ate a canary? Anyway, this one essay mark makes up for my all my past recent failings. I feel reanimated and encouraged! I'm so glad that I can gleefully giggle out loud on the bus. In fact, I'm pretty sure my glee is rolling off me in waves which is appropriate since I'm listening to the Glee soundtrack.

Really hungry right now though. Baah! Nothing can kill this happiness right now. :)

2 things

So....

I'm pretty sure I'm not going to HK this summer anymore.

Huge disappointment, and I was a little angry over it, but then again, I always am when life circumstances disappoint me or deter me from my goal.

Anyway, it's okay since I can earn more money (or that's what I've been telling myself).

I also have this ideal in my head which I won't settle for anything but that. So I'll just wait, and keep patience.

Anyhow... I'm excited! I was pretty down when I got home but when I got a photo of the Cyber Yearbook I was superbly pleased!

Thanks guys, it looks awesome!!