Showing posts with label inspired. Show all posts
Showing posts with label inspired. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I succumb so easily

to useless things. But they make me so happy!

This is Charley*
He is a Horse!
He is shy but he likes sunshine!
He does not make friends easily because he is socially awkward.
:P


And here are some things I accidentally bought at CNE. I need to stop buying useless things but they are so adorable!!!!!! And really, technically, together it is semi-useless because at least the mousepad is useful. It makes me so happy! :D

*(hehe, my sister named him... Charley as in Charley Horse!).

Monday, December 27, 2010

Clarity

Two nights ago I had a great talk. It was good for me because I had let my mind go autopilot and stagnant for so long. I feel as if I have a new direction now, or a start of something better.

I've also had more urge to draw now which is also good because I haven't doodled for so long. I'm easily inspired, easily discouraged, easily pleased, easily disappointed... so at least right now I'm in a more positive mode of mind.

Here's hoping for a better year for all in the coming 2011!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

If today had a colour it would be purple

New favourite words: adroit and nuanced. I feel acknowledged and pleased with self. But a quiet repressed pleased, too afraid to show it in case the feelings go away or proven wrongly acknowledged.

It's a good day when your efforts and works are acknowledged. Must remember to do that for my future students.

*quietly giggles happily to self*

I solemnly swear I am up to no good

Today is a day for adventure. It feels like it with its edge of excitement and my readiness for mischief and spontaneity. The feeling of nothing-can-go-wrong and I-can-dare-if-I-try. This is a day for bad ideas that can turn right, a day for trying new things because it can only turn out well. It's not a day for doing nothing or sitting around or wondering what to do.

But I think that's going to be what I'm doing anyway. Sad.

My body is tense with anticipation. What a sad waste of energy today is. If potions could be made from attitudes and emotions I would bottle this up for another day when I find a friend to make mischief with. Anyway, I'm sure my-not-doing-anythingness will make me lethargic and lazy soon.

Omg, my TA is awesome! I love my TA!!

Day of celebration I tell you! I just unfortunately have no one to celebrate with. Aaaaack! It's kinda killing me inside. I need to quickly waste energy so I feel as if I did something. Blaaah.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Happy Life Book

A few days ago I found out an uncle of mine had written a book. I was interested when my mother told me, but that interest quickly waned away with the busyness of Holiday and such.

Today she mentioned it again and showed me their URL. Becoming curious again, I decided to look it up.

I was actually very glad I did, and reading about his reasons on writing his book, I was even more fascinated and cannot wait to read more. I have never known anyone who has written a book, although I do know some that are aspiring writers, so I'm honestly very excited to get the book and read it.

It was such a pleasant surprise to read some sample stories from his book. Basically his book talks about his own philosophy in living a happy life. He has a word for each letter of the words "Happy Life" that he abides to. Reading it made me feel very inspired and I was also very touched on how he motivated the students that he spoke to. I have a newfound respect for him.

It also reminded me on how I love meeting brilliant people. By Brilliant I mean people who have that *spark* in them. I can't quite explain it, but I find myself very drawn to them but also very intimidated. They have such a zest for life that I admire and traits that I really wish to emulate. This uncle is one of them.

I can't believe that he started his business at the age of 17! His determination really moved me. When he found out that his father's restaurant was going to foreclose, he was determined to salvage it and told the bank president that he could do so if he had a loan. The president then asked him how he thought he could do better than his dad and his dad's partner in keeping the business and this is how he responds:

"There are three reasons,” I stated. “One, I have already worked in the restaurant at various positions, including manager, dishwasher, cook, cashier, and as a server. I understand the business. Two, my father and his partner have families to take care of. They needed their salaries to pay their bills and support their families. I’m single, and have no additional expenses. I can work fifteen hours a day, seven days a week during the summer for one dollar per hour. I can eat free at the restaurant. That will ensure that I can pay the loan on time and in full when it is due.”

He looked suspiciously at me and asked, “What is the third reason?”

I scratched my head and looked at him, “I don’t have any more reasons.” We were both silent for a while. Then I finally said, “It is because you trust me.” He smiled and asked us to come back the next day to sign papers. I became a business owner two months before my eighteenth birthday. Four years later I found out that my promissory note was void because I had signed it as a minor. Mr. Robinson knew this, but still allowed me to take the loan.

Though I found myself cornered and out of options, I remained hopeful. Outlining a plan to pay back the loan, I shared a vision with Mr. Robinson.

By having patience and a positive attitude, I was able to position myself to be at the right place, the right time and was capable of making the right decision: the restaurant would continue to be in business. Yes, I could do it."

So this was a very inspiring moment for me. I really wish I could have his determination and his ambition or passion.

I admit. I am jealous. And very humbled.

Here is the URL: http://happylifebook.com/

101 goals

I feel inspired today, so I decided to make a blog to host my 101 goals.

1. To learn how to knit.
2. To learn how to crochet.
3. To find out the difference between crochet and knitting.
4. To crochet a flower.
5. To read at least 3 books on my book reading list.
6. To challenge myself at least once a week.
7. To write a short story.
8. To draw a small sketchbook/diary entry once a week.
9. To blog at least once a fortnight. (finally! I get to use the word fortnight!)
10. To compliment one person per day.

Haha. I think I got too ambitious. Let's start with ten goals and expand it every once in a while then?

I miss blogging.