Drawing silly things

If today had a colour it would be purple

New favourite words: adroit and nuanced. I feel acknowledged and pleased with self. But a quiet repressed pleased, too afraid to show it in case the feelings go away or proven wrongly acknowledged.

It's a good day when your efforts and works are acknowledged. Must remember to do that for my future students.

*quietly giggles happily to self*

I solemnly swear I am up to no good

Today is a day for adventure. It feels like it with its edge of excitement and my readiness for mischief and spontaneity. The feeling of nothing-can-go-wrong and I-can-dare-if-I-try. This is a day for bad ideas that can turn right, a day for trying new things because it can only turn out well. It's not a day for doing nothing or sitting around or wondering what to do.

But I think that's going to be what I'm doing anyway. Sad.

My body is tense with anticipation. What a sad waste of energy today is. If potions could be made from attitudes and emotions I would bottle this up for another day when I find a friend to make mischief with. Anyway, I'm sure my-not-doing-anythingness will make me lethargic and lazy soon.

Omg, my TA is awesome! I love my TA!!

Day of celebration I tell you! I just unfortunately have no one to celebrate with. Aaaaack! It's kinda killing me inside. I need to quickly waste energy so I feel as if I did something. Blaaah.

Cat-ish

Gosh, I feel so pleased with myself. I feel like I just ate a canary. You know, like the saying: the cat that ate a canary? Anyway, this one essay mark makes up for my all my past recent failings. I feel reanimated and encouraged! I'm so glad that I can gleefully giggle out loud on the bus. In fact, I'm pretty sure my glee is rolling off me in waves which is appropriate since I'm listening to the Glee soundtrack.

Really hungry right now though. Baah! Nothing can kill this happiness right now. :)

Ugh.

I feel so icky and sickly. I have a cough and stuffed nose, and I'm just feeling plain miserable. It's all the congestion and stuffiness that makes me feel as if I have a storm over my head and a mad scientist conducting a lightning experiment. Meh. Being sick also makes me want to do anything BUT study... which is troublesome since my exam is tomorrow.

I haven't even Christmas shopped yet! Uuugh. I want to crawl into bed and sleep the day away.

Gah!

I'm procrastinating again.  I have an exam coming up, and one that's actually fun to study but... I just. can't. do. it.

Why?

I'm so annoyed at my apathetic behaviour towards school lately. I just can't seem to do anything. It's starting to become painful how I'm wasting my time/my life doing nothing but sleeping or sitting around.

On another note, I want to watch "Flipped" so bad! I read the book back in High School and I loved it. It reminds me of "Stargirl" but I like "Flipped" better. The story is so sweet and innocent. It's just such a feel good book, and I think the movie actually does justice to the book. Anyhow, have to watch it first to pass judgement but... I'm kinda already biased. Oh well.

:)

"Follow me," said the Birdie

And so I did.